talk about my life

Im south African citizens and im kindly looking for a job in new Zealand because i feel like i can make changes to me and my family condition, i am willing to learn about farming, my name is Philisiwe Clariel Kheswa, this are very hard in my family and im the breadwinner at home and its hard to find jobs in my country because u have to pay before u can be hired or run away wth your money and u end up not employed